Hello Deviantart!!!! It surely has been a while since I've been on here. What can I say, life happens! Anyway, I'm back in school now!!! YAY ME!!! I'm doing online classes at the Art Institute of Pittsburgh Online Division, I LOVE IT!!! I changed my major Graphic Design to Interactive Media and Web Design!!!! I finally had my tuition waived at the Art Institute of Atlanta, they asked me if I was going to return and I simply replied....HELL NO!!! LOL! Anyway, I'm very happy and content with my life right now.

NOW!!! I need some inspiration! I've been wanting to draw and create, but I just don't have the energy, time or inspiration! Hopefully, something will give in, soon...

For the last several months I've been going through this whole whirl wind of emotions about my ex. I never knew I could love and want someone the way I do for him. It's crazy how when you meet someone and your not really that interested in them, you know; you just think hey...he's kind of cute or whatever but not my type, and then, later on, after talking to them and spending time them they become your air.

Last week, I had a terrible break down after I realized he was my everything. I cried and cried and CRIED!!! Screaming and cussing asking God why me? Why does this always happen to me? Why do I always end up heart broken? My mom simply said to me I have to focus on me and get myself together. And as many times I have heard this from her and everyone else it wasn't until after my breakdown it finally =CLICKED=.

Ironically, after that, I find out my ex and new girl are not together anymore. And she tries to become a friend. YEAH, she wants to be friends now ~KOOKY~ He and I talk some days after this and get our feelings out and come to the conclusion of just being good friends and parents. Maybe...I'm not counting on it, but maybe during this time he'll grow up and realize how much I actually do give a damn about him, just maybe.

THESE LAST TWO YEARS HAVE BEEN FULL OF SURPRISES!!! I HAVE A NEW SET OF TWINS, DIDN'T GET MARRIED, AND GOT PLAYED LOL!!! LIFE'S A BITCH!!!

I'm so happy!!!! For the last 9 months I've been talking back to my daughter's father and it's been great. For the last 6 months we've been together and it's been SPLENDID!!!!! We are now engaged and really happy to be with each other once again!!!!!! Every now and then I think about my twins I really wish I could be with them or have them here with me. My fiance' has been a real sweet heart and has been helpin me through my mourning stages. All I know is that they are in a special place and will be ok. One day I may see them soon.

YAY!!!!!!! I'm finally out of my "depressin'" mode!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Feels good to be FREE ONCE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've drawn alot of pictures lately some I can say I'm quite proud of. And for a short period of time I had my very own digital camera, but someone in my family stole it............................go figure. So if you're reading this and feel really sorry for me and would like to help me buy another I'd appreciate it. I feel NAKED without my camera. I'm not pregnant anymore, my twin boys died last month, rest in peace David and Derrick I Love You!!!! Thats all for now new pictures coming soon!!!!!!!!!!!